Tuesday, January 24, 2006

A Hidden Smile?

Though I understand that God is sovereign over all that happens in this universe I've come to rely less on circumstances to "tell me" what God wants me to do and more on what God has already said in His Word.  His ways are beautifully applied through wisdom and faith always accompanies them.  However, God sometimes gets our attention when a topic or theme is put before us, espcially when it's a few times over the course of a couple hours.  To spare the details, the question is, "Does God hide His face from us?"  Many might courageously respond, "Of course!  Haven't you read the suffering of Job and the rest of the Old Testament?  Clearly God hides His face from us and there are seasons in which He seems nowhere to be found by those who humbly seek Him."  But there is another group that would reply, "God in His anger treated His people this way in the past, but that was before Christ came.  All of God's anger and wrath was poured out on His Son on the cross and we now are free from His punishment."  I think each claim provides a good point and that both need to be examined carefully.  I can't say that I'm certain I know the answer, but I do know that I'm being challenged find out more.

In all of this, I'm reminded of a insightful quote from a man who suffered much.  It was William Cowper who so accurately said, "Behind a frowning providence God hides a smiling face." 

Smiling with Him,
Lane

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Sunday, January 08, 2006

Losing to My Journal

I haven't written in a while but don't think I've given up already.  It seems that my blog is losing posts because my journal entries have increased.  Nevertheless, I am writing again, though I'm actually posting a portion of my journal.  So, here it is...

"It seems that I've been in a season of life that is not filled with things I enjoy, which is meant to turn me to God.  Idols have presented themselves.  Clothes, music, running away from problems/feelings... Today, I just spent time in my bed for a while.  I must learn to enjoy Him alone in this time.  I'm not facing persecution or hardship, just boredom.  Life makes sense with that in mind.  So let me savor Christ.  He's all I have.  He is all He's giving me."

The Lord is my portion,
Lane

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